dear schoolmates

I just wanted to give a quick ‘congrats’ to all of you but really more of a ‘congrats’ to me. You know since I left things have gone so good you guys.

Like one year and half-old’s fantasy of the future good. I hope we will met in the future where I can see you running your own company, driving bmw or viva, that is fine, at least you drive your own car and married with your favorite person and have many kids you have to feed and they will annoy you till you have that mixed feeling. Maybe when we meet one day, so apparently there are a little communication or gossips. I am sure this will be happened.

And from your achievements, you will said that celebrities or rich people had inspired you to become like that. You listen their advice, read their quote to become you more motivated, well you know celebrities give too much advice and you, guys, listen to it too much. They actually think those wise and advice givers, and most of them have no education whatsoever. Don't feel that bad, because I am one of you, guys.

Foolishly, I am so curious to know what is next, and how your face changing by the time you didn't realize that you are getting old, you will have your beard but sure you will shave it because you think it's hot, and girls, you will gain your weight and definitely hate your calories like you want to kill yourself by looking at the mirror.

Well, I am not that really curious, but this could be the odd thing to me when I knew somebody, I want to see the transformation or some innovation of you. Even worse or better. I was born this way, it is quite legitimate that I am vainly born this way to be a curious explorer. If I found out that you will have a divorce process, I must be the best explorer in this world. But no worries, I won't talk bad.

Okay, seriously guy. Let me give some point of life.

As you know, some says, our life is walking either fast or slow and there are so many obstacles we have to against and we need people asking for help or they will stab us back, we don't know what is happening next. Recognizing people from zero to infinitely count doesn't mean we have to put 110 percent trust on them. I can say, it is also hard to trust people who closest with us, like family. That is why, I don't really believe the line of 'hey brother' song by Avicii, that said "know the water sweet but blood is thicker"

Be careful guys, life is so creepier than a nightmare of elm street. Nothing's fine.

We are young, with 20 years local experiences, there are so many years are waiting for us, to test us, to kill us, to help us and take us out from this world.

World will give us pressure, happiness, disappointment and sadness. On this earth we are standing right now is a tiny pre-hell place we have to fight to reach your achievements.

I have so many things that left unsaid and I terribly confuse myself even though I can say more about it.

I don't mean to preach or utter too much cause I know I am such an unqualified. But I just want to remind you and myself that life is not easy to get through.

Hope you can further your degree, master, and errrr PhD and be wise in planning your schedule of life.

Keep dreaming massive, stay strong, give the best effort, keep repeating attempts, and ask for God anything you want for the best of your life.

Best of luck guys.

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So everyone out there be sure to upgrade to timeline.

lotus

"Aku baru nak cakap Arctic Monkeys punya lirik paling power. Then, sekali aku dengar Lotus Flower by Radiohead. Sekarang aku tengah pikir lagi"

Yorke definitely can hypnotize me again in this one his amazing and honest voice. Kickass !

diamond

Back in school, I had a junior named Intan Nur Ain. When I first saw her in facebook, I got pretty enjoy with her response because she was kind of pretty girl, hence the nickname "Intan". But some part of me thought, if one is comfortable being called Intan and rightly because one might amaze her, then one must be awesomely awesome.

Apart of inbox, "hye kakak!" we never spoke that much while face to face until she came back to continue her form six. We were/are more into online conversations, and through then, we exchanged topics, problems, and advice. She can be my sister, my friend and my kid, sometimes.

She just such a good smart girl, had a good eyes which I envy so much and she just loved what I loved.

I wish her, goodluck in life. If someday, we lost contact, we cant see each other, just want to let her know, I always be her sister, even we are not biological related. We are still bloods.

And know that, blood is thicker than water :)

Miss you, adek.




Love always,
sister